Normal Shit - Will had a party yesterday because his battle buddy was here. He hasn't even thanked me for spending five hours in the kitchen...

Sick - Every time he goes somewhere by himself, he stops by [his friend's] room. For a beer. And then doesn't come home.

Skipping Work - ...I fixed myself a Jim Beam and Coke, but I doubt I'll drink it ... or how much Jack Daniels he had drunk ...

Rough Adjustment - ...quit drinking for good. I know that will help a lot - I just need some time. Lots of it by the looks of things. I'm not comfortable yet...

Detachment - ... I worry that Al-Anon, by making me happy, will encourage him to drink...

I Hate You - ...learn how to NOT respond to Will's drinking and abusive behavior...

God's Time - Will called and said, "I will be dipping into the cooler tonight." I realized he'd be drinking, and I was pissed...

3 Things - Last night Will came home at 9pm smelling of alcohol...Will started saying stuff,...

Slap, Push, Left - ...don't remember exactly why Will was mad...In the aftermath, I remember thinking that I hadn't smelled any alcohol on him, but I wanted to HOPE he had been drunk and not "himself"...

Threatening Behavior - Marc said that was bull - what he did to Eddie was NOTHING like what his dad had done to him. "Dad was wasted and he THREW the phone at me!" he said...

Tilly - ...as Will got ready to go to the races, he was looking for a jacket for his friend,... insinuated that I lost his blue flannel because "it was here when I left for Iraq [6 years ago!]"...He had been drinking all day...

College - At about 11:30 last night, Will came back from drinking beer at the neighbors and woke me up. He said he had a great idea, and wouldn't wake me up if he didn't think I'd like it...

Food - The kids were gone last night, and they're gone again tonight. Not that it matters; Will would be "this way" even if they were here. He's been drinking with the neighbor all day, burning trash and...

Money for a Calendar, Pt. II - ...When Will was yelling so close to me, I smelled the alcohol. I asked if he'd been drinking and he said yes. I told him I didn't want to have this conversation with him after he'd been drinking. He mimicked me in a high voice...

Mountainous Molehills - Fortunately, he didn't follow me. Instead, he went to the garage, grabbed some beer, and went to the neighbors house...

10 Rules to Live By - ...NOT true that drinking has caused our marriage more problems...my perception is clouded by the effects of the medication, and he is really tired of dealing with it...

Unfinished Note - ...Will he come home [from deployment] angry and drunk again?...