Hold Back
December 13, 2005
I seem to do almost anything to keep myself from trying to reach success. I want to be successful.
I want a big house and a maid and a cook. I want to work and become the best. I want money. I want to find out how to get those things. I want to be truly at peace with the success and material items I earn. I want peace for me and my family - the kind of peace that comes from real love and acceptance.
I can work for peace NOW and the money will follow soon. I can have peace and success all at once. It is possible to be a good person and be successful, too. It is possible to be a healthy person and successful, too.
*Note to self: One step at a time, Kellie. Don't worry about what you'll do with something you haven't acquired yet.
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