Sex Was Bad Last Night
April 8, 2001
Sex was bad last night - I felt like I was being punished, but I didn't tell Will to stop.
I will have to talk about that after school today, but he was so sweet afterward last night. We actually talked about some fun stuff after he said he didn't want things to "feel like this again."
He really didn't know what happened, and that's why we have to talk today. I just couldn't bear to last night.
March 6, 2009: Note
Um. This sounds like the rape from when I was 14. I didn't tell either to stop. They were both "sweet" afterwards. I made the excuse that neither of them had really known what they had done.
The sick difference is that this time, it was my husband.
One more thing, I think Will DID know what he was doing. He was sweet right after, but said he didn't want to feel this way again - what "way" was he talking about? He must have been feeling bad and known what he was doing.
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