God Wouldn't
March 19, 2001
Sometimes I can't believe God really gave me my sons. I look at them and love so deeply, it is impossible to believe they will always be with me. I am so afraid of losing them. I am afraid something will happen and God will take them back.
So scary.... I am heart broken at the very thought and I cry and cry. But then I have to take heart - if I cry while they are here, I waste time. Eddie's little face, Marc's little hands - I want to feel them and hold them close so they never go away.
God wouldn't be so cruel, would He?
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