I've Got to Have Some Peace
January 18, 1998
I am feeling pretty good. The doctor gave me some decongestant last week along with my birth control pills. Plus the sun has been out the past couple of days and we went to church today.
I can't put my finger on why I feel better, just that I do. I mentioned feeling depressed to Will, but I didn't tell him exactly how bad. He seemed annoyed with the idea. But it felt good to be out of the house and going somewhere with him. Just being out made me feel better and the depression seemed not to matter when we were talking.
Anyway, I do feel better. I'm a pretty good mom. I don't think I'm the best, but I am trying to be better.
I am still tired a lot though.
I want to talk to my angels again, but it is so draining. I don't know - I need a good sleep, but to talk to them I have to have some peace, and I haven't been able to make that lately. Well, let's try it anyway -
[only a picture of a cup and a circle - no angel message]
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