Pregnant & Worried
January 14, 1993
Well, it's finally true - I'm pregnant! I keep worrying that I'll miscarry. It seems so impossible that someone could live and grow inside my body. I know it happens to other people all the time, but what if I do something wrong? What happens if I drink too much tea?
I go in for my exam on the 25th and a class with Will on the 27th. Until then, I'm reading two books to get used to the idea of being pregnant. Will and my mother think the baby is a little girl - I have no idea, but the only name I've come up with is Anna Lee. Maybe that's a sign. Will would like a little boy because they're "easier" to raise. I know he'll love whichever baby we get.
Five months along and moody
...go figure!
We ordered $200 worth of maternity clothes and a car seat. If our credit gets approved, we'll get those things and a Sears charge card. We applied for a MasterCard too, but we haven't gotten any answer. It's only been a couple of weeks anyway.
I'm very concerned about investing the little money we have into bonds or CD's or something. Will is holding out to buy CD's, but we need $1000 just to start one of those! Why not invest in SOME way while we can? Oh well.
I guess I should let him handle that for now. If it gets really bad I'll step back in. Maybe he feels like I'm invading "his" job space.
We've been getting along very well except that I'm very moody and find it hard to control my temper.
A few notes:
- I've been painting huge unit crests on plywood at home all week long.
- Will and I are taking college courses in Friedberg (advanced engines & psychology) and I got six hours of English credits by taking the test.
- Our car got financed.
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